Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Who Am I?

As i have said,my name is Ren Mae.The reason why I usually not use my full name is because I don't really like my sur name.On the other hand,i prefer my name to my sur name.I don't know why I like my name but hate my sur name,I just do.Maybe it's because my name is more "unique" than my sur name.Anyway,i think that is enough about my name so let's move on to other subjects about,who else but ME!


As the years passed,i have noticed some interesting things about myself.Most of them are weird and only some of them are normal.One of the weird ones is that i realised that the neatness of my handwriting is based on my mood.When i feel calm or angry, my handwriting is nicer but when i feel uncomfortable or any other feeling that i cannot think of right now, my handwriting will be very untidy.

I am not very good in my studies so since i was young, my parents have sent me to a lot of classes in hope that i find something that i am good at.But so far, I have not found anything I am good at yet. That is why, my aim or wish for this year is that i find the thing I am good in. But so far, most of the lessons i have joined, I have already quit because it is either that i am too lazy to go there or I do not like it anymore. Some of the things I have learned are, violin, cello, piano, hip-hop, ballet and junk jazz. So far, everything I have learned, I am really bad in.I think i need to have more confidence in myself but I cannot bring myself to be more confident.

My family consist of five people,my parents and my two elder siblings,my sister and my brother. Among me and my siblings, my sister is the smart one. The reason why she is the smart one is very obvious. Firstly, she got 250 for her PSLE,then got into IP programme and went to JC in sec 3. Secondly, her Chinese is the best in my family. Although it may not be very good, it is still exceptional. There may be other reasons too but i cannot think of them now. Moving on to the eldest,my brother. He may not be so bright in his studies but he is very good is his art and that is why he is the talented one. He is so amazing in drawing but it is too bad he is not so good in his studies. If not, he would be the perfect one. Lastly,there is me,the one which is not good in anything. As i have said, I am not good in anything i do and hope that i can find the thing I am good in by the end of this year.

To me, I think hobbies and things i do for fun because I am bored are two different things. Although I too cannot really see how they are different. That really puzzles me and when i think about it too much, I will get a headache and give up bothering about it. Back to the topic of hobbies, my hobbies are reading, listening to music, playing the computer and more. The type of books I usually read are mystery. I like the feeling of suspense and wondering what will happen in each chapter. One of my favourite author is Carl Phiaasen. The reason why i like his books are because I like the way he writes. Every chapter is filled with mysteries and questions that you want to find out. I think his books are the kind of books I like most. Sometimes i wish that everyone would write the same way as him. But if everyone does, then it would be kind of boring after awhile. So maybe it is not a good idea.

I would love to write more but mu hand really hurts and my brain hurts a lot now so i guess this is all i will be writing now.

No comments:

Post a Comment